Fuck school....
fuck people....
fuck friends...
fuck preps....
fuck life....
i hate people so much even if there my friends i hate them. i started to talk to my boyfriend and hes doing okay hes uglyer though i was like eww but i liked his attitude and i saw my boyfriend today it was fun then my mom came outside and just sat there playing with her phone. i was like what the fuck go away we dont want you here. imvu is really been fun i have a family on there, those people are nice and even though i somtimes just wanna kill them all i truly do love most of em, ther like family. i hate having summer school im not forced to take it the school wants me to take it for free so yA tax payers have to pay for something i hate. You know what sometimes i whish i could just kill myself, but i dont wanna go to hell i wanna be with god and be happy im heaven not burn in hell all though it sounds pretty fucking awsome i would rather be in heaven with my family. ANd i know that I.T. wont go to heaven he sould go to hell for what hes done. 2 days ago i hade a dream that i killed someone and i felt no guilt what so ever i think it was I.T. i killed no wonder i wasnt guilty there was blood evreywear and somehow when I.T. was dead i stuffed him into my school bag and picked it up and started to bang my backpack on the floor over and over again then i woke up and felt hate fun though my body thats the only thing i can feel now
