life is hard no one can ever be perfect except god and if u dont belive in him then idk who u might think is perfect maybe no one is perfect. evreyone has flaws dosent matter who u are. u could be the richest person in the world and u would still have flaws. I have flaws.... some reason i cant get all my feeling out and kinda need a therapist orels i get kinda depressed i talk to my friend but they cant give me addvice and i rather not talk to family that would just be weird for some reason. I have a diary but a diary cant give u addvice its just something u write your feelings in. I havent seen my tharapist in like 3 weeks.
week 1: i was okay a lilttle mad that i couldnt go see my tharapist
week 2: a little depressed not falling asleep crying in a school bathroom during summer school for no reason and writting a lot in my diary
week 3: insainly mad that my thearpist blew me off that day
and than came week 4 were i lost it all of these emotions from past weeks are building up i forced my boy whos a friend to eat an apple and just had a knife next to me and i made him eat the apples he diddnt like. i thought it was hilarious he was about to pee his pants. im afraid if i go another week i'll lose it, and i've been spendning so much time trying to keep it together but i dont think i can im about to snap and that would not be a pretty sight for anyone.
so i guess evreyone has flaws.
x_x love, melissa <3
